Is it normal to don't know what your living for?

I think bout this daily

It comes to mind often. And what really bothers me, is when I know that I'm good at something, but for some reason there always seems to be something holding me back, and that something is most of the time..., myself. Ugh! I could just kick myself a million times for throwing away some of the best opportunities I ever had. I hate when I don't use my fucking head, and shit just passes me by.

I believe everyone has a talent and at some time in your life you will find it and then your purpose of being here. My son was labelled as severely dyslexic and spent years in 'special needs' trying to learn how to read. Sick of listening to the so-called 'experts' I took over and taught him how to read in about 2 months! I'd wasted years of my life and my son's, upsetting him, making him sit for hours to do stupid homeworks. That was 5 years ago and I was 40 years old. Since then, I teach all the local children from the local primary schools - but only if the parents cancel the 'experts'.

It was the last thing in this world I ever expected to do but I love making a difference to the kids' lives and making the families happy.

You'll get there, don't worry about it!

Couldn't agree more. I hate thinking it but sometimes I think what's the point

I think everyone questions this at some point, and eventually just accepts it. I'd say this is very normal and you wouldn't be normal not too think about this...

It's normal if you feel your life is more bad than good. I think about this all day because my life is generally very shitty.

Yes!:/ I recently just got an invitation to go to New York and perform at carnegie hall, but I have to pay so much money!:( and I don't have that money.... It would be a BIG opportunity to me if I could go.... But I can't.... So it's depressing.