Is it normal to do this to be australian?

Facts are facts, I'm Franco-Scoto-Afro-Australian, not a pure breed, my Australianness comes from my dad. However I've noticed most Australians have the Australian flag in their house but they're not patriotic about it. I sang the song 'kangaroo', as in "hopping up and down like a kangaroo" while dressed in a posh-looking tweed, I have a koala plush toy saying "I love Aus", and I like it when I invented a drink I called the Australian Adrian. Named after me. 'Rapping Rabbit', a cartoon I invented has a koala who plays the didgeridoo, I was born patriotic, but something happened: when Australian men punched me in the face I began to spit on this country and much preferred to get a French haircut and imagine I'm in France, and I despised Australian pigs who took a dislike and found my Australianness unknowable, this is certainly untouchable as I talk normal like an Australian but they think I'm anti-Australian and my stories are very denying of my country, but I cut the act out and talked and acted as a middle ground: neither patriotic nor unAustralian, I decided to keep my Australian items and follow the customs of my country, sometimes I'm overly proud to be Australian but I have that funny attitude that I don't like Australian music, swagmen or Vegemite, I'm a royalist which technically is a support of Great Britain and this makes me proud, is that normal?