Is it normal to be jealous of others pain
you would think most people would feel sorry for other people who get robbed or lose things or someone died in their family.
when that happens to someone i know, i get insanely envious.
because i want that happening to me
i want to have those misfortunes. don't ask. i think my feelings work in a weird way
its like my feelings of sadness is my happiness, and my happiness is my sadness. they're just feelings after all. and whoever said that to be "happy" is to feel "happy"? can't you feel "happy" by being "sad"?
anyway, i get jealous of other people's misfortunes. i have had terrible things in my life too...
but i want it all. the suffering.....
and i know i'd instantly regret it if it happened to me
i don't know why i get angry though. it doesn't make sense
is this normal?
Please if anyone has tips to get rid of this feeling help me cause i hate myself for it