Is it normal that i try to watch "odd" porn videos for this reason?
I've been watching porn for a while now and I'm not as aroused by "normal" porn. Also, I've had sexual intercourse twice but I'm not exactly well endowed (5.5 inches hard). And this was kinda a "problem" the second time I had sex, and it really hurt me and made me self conscious. And then I see these guys in porn with huge cocks and they please their women and make them orgasm hard every time and it looks like they barely break a sweat. So anyways, I've been recently getting into watching and jacking off to shemale, ebony bbw interracial (I'm white and for some reason really turned on by bbw ebony women fucking skinny or average white guys), or I'll search for "small cock" videos so that I don't feel bad about myself. Please don't laugh. I'm being very serious and it is a concern of mine. I wanna be like the guys in porn with 8 inch+ cocks. On a completely unrelated note, I believe I'm bicurious and one day I stumbled upon shemale porn and it really really turned me on. Is this because or any reason specific for me? or is it normal? Thank you for all your input. Please give me serious and respectful answers. Thank you again.