Is it normal that i really want to try mdma/ecstasy?

My ex wanted to try drugs very badly. He clearly eventually did and he always struggled with himself due to a very unstable upbringing but now he's worse than ever which is truly a shame. I dont get wanting to try drugs when there's so many things you can do that doesn't fuck your brain up but I don't judge. I just find it unnecessary and it never ends well.

I don’t recommend drug use but if you’re adamant about trying it I highly recommend looking on the Blue Light Harm Reduction forums for safety advice before you consume any substances.

It’s nothing crazy, you barely notice it.

Let people enjoy things, getting an ecstasy addiction is hecking valid!!!

Go for it, but probably start with 100mg max at first and preferably MDMA since you can tell better if it’s clear when you get it as crystals. You can even buy empty gelatine capsules, mak your dose based on your weight for most safe and comfortable use. If you don’t want to go with capsule, put it in your drink (something sweet like juice or fanta), leave it there for at least 2 minutes and maybe steer it a little bit. It will last longer and it doesn’t burn your nose.

It’s hard for me to comment on it in retrospect, cos as you get older you see drug use as an artificial experience. But I was certainly curious when I was young and wanted to experience different things, so I do get it. I had a couple of experiences with mdma which were very memorable and that’s the first time I did it and once, as a tourist in Germany on a night out with another traveller. The night turned into an odyssey around Berlin and we became friends for life.

So what’s my summation? I suppose it’s just to keep your head, take it for what it is. Try it sure but remember it is a drug and don’t romanticise it too much, exercise caution with it don’t make it a habit. If you can just do it once that’s most ideal. And certainly don’t blame me if you get addicted!

It's fucking beautiful man. I used to get pure crystal. A 0.2/ 0.3 will have you flyyyyying.

Go to a rave. You'll find it. I promise.

Good luck with that

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