Is it normal that i like a lady to crush bugs?

So like cock and ball torture with added steps

A crush fetish is a fetish and a paraphilia in which one is sexually aroused when someone crushes objects, food, and sometimes small animals with their body, usually under their foot, or when crushed oneself

Uhh... I don't get it.

Nope.

I just want to say that I don't kill spiders.

Im embaressed to admit it but I have a fetish like that. I don’t know where it came from!