Is it normal that i hate my brother, with a passion?
My god do I hate my brother. He just acts so horrible to me. He uses the fact that I'm younger as an advantage. Maybe for like, a couple of hours we can laugh together, but then all of a sudden, BOOM. I hate him more than anything.
One day he even told me 'I really don't care what happens to other people, after I get what I want'. Just hearing that come from him, really made me understand what kind of person he is.
My brother, honestly, is just a bad person. And I'm not being vain, at all, but I'm the kind of person that cares more about others than myself! And my brother just acts so horrible to everyone around him for the smallest things.
I'm someone who loves his parents A LOT, and guess what? My brother doesn't feel like that. He just dissapoints them and upsets them very often. And especially when he upsets my mom, I can't take it :(.
He always makes fun of the friends I have, where I go with my friends, how I have fun. He always makes fun of pictures taken of me for no reason. He takes my clothes and leaves my usually-neat wardrobe full of unfolded and messy clothes, because he just looked at all of them before he took what he wanted. He takes everything without asking. He takes like, 100 euros a months and hopes that I don't realize, and always tries to trick me that he doesn't owe me anything. And when I finally get mad at him and shout at him, he calls me a little spaz and 'fag', and reminds me that he is much stronger than me and that he can beat me up.
Just... living with him is really, really stressing me out. It's affecting my social life, and my education! He would've been gone now, but he had to repeat 11th grade last year. So now I have to wait for him to finish 12th grade for him to go.
I really don't think that I'm being vain when I say that even though I'm younger, I'm much more mature, mentally. And I've waited years for him to change and be a better older brother, but he just hasn't. He's gotten worse, and he's getting worse. I don't even know why I'm writing this here, but... Yeah.
By the way I'm 16 and he's 18. I'm taller, but he's stronger. :/
The only person I talk about him is with my girlfriend. I trust her more than anyone. She is probably the only one that keeps me from killing him! I love her so much. :)