Is it normal that i go neurotic over every possible situation going wrong?

Had a thought going on about a plot from a metro 2033/other titles of the same game, and had a thought going on that i'd probably answer someone if asked for instance if a female character should be a protagonist and had on my mind for a long time that "No" until i reminded myself Metro Exodus with a female character assisting the protagonist and thought to myself that I would get stingiest slap across my face for giving a wrong answer, and it sort of bothered me for sometime like many other things going wrong. (And gambler get the fuck off my posts, and your 12 gauge shit sounds like my farts if i come over your house with a flamethrower and use every bit of it's fuel, and the ignited sides of your collapsing walls and furniture consume you from every angle)