Is it normal that i came on my sleeping sister's chest??!!!
I'm really freaking out here and I seriously need advise and answers. My older sister is 19 and I would NEVER have sex with her!!! I get really turned on my big boobs and my sisters boobs are huge and I can't stop staring at them! A few months ago she caught me in her room masturbating with her bra and she was really shocked but then she started laughing and called me "naughty" because she's really laid back. She told me to make sure I'd washed her bra after and told me to try and not do it again. But I don't know why but getting caught made me even hornier and I started doing it regularly when she was out. A few nights ago though I woke up after not masturbating for a few days and I was so horny so I went inside my sisters room to look at her boobs (I know really weird but I couldn't help myself). Suddenly I realized I had to cum so I began to masturbate over her sleeping. I barely lasted 10 seconds before I came over her pjs and as I was cumming my sister woke up!!! She screamed at me asking what the hell I was doing and I just ran into my room. Now we haven't spoken since and I'm so ashamed! My mom asked my sister what happened because she heard shouting but she didn't tell her. I'm so scared she will and I feel so bad for what I've done!!! Is it normal at all and how do I correct it!!! Please help!!