Is it normal not to trust people
Ok, I'm a sweet person and Im always the person that comforts people when they come to me crying and they vent on me. I know secrets of most of the people around me and I don't tell anyone. In other words, I'm considered trustworthy by 90% of the people I know.
But when it comes to me trusting people,its impossible. I can't trust my parents,siblings,any relative or my friends. I can't vent on anyone so I just supress my feelings and it makes me sick. I always lie to people and give them wrong info about me. Like everyone thinks I want to be a lawyer but really I don't want to use most of my life studying and I really want to be a policewoman or a businesswoman.
I don't think I can even trust a therapist and I feel very open when I speak to people I don't know rather than those I know.
Do you think I'm normal or not?