Is it normal i wonder what it would've been like if i were male?

It's normal, everyone wonders what being the opposite gender is like.

I think it is normal to wonder.

Hard to say if you would be better off without knowing your situation. I'd say it easier to be a woman in many western countries but obviously in Saudi Arabia it would be much better to be man. Depends where you are and your family.

In so many cases, it makes such a difference. In my world, a woman has a much harder time getting and keeping a job as the captain in the commercial sector, a male dominated environment. However, you would have a better chance than a male in the yachting industry, if you are a capable, attractive female, to get a good captain's job.
I imagine it may be similar in many professions.
Certainly a single male can travel, adventure and bum around much more safely than a single female.
More often than not, it is the female that allows interaction between the genders, whereas we guys have little to say if a woman won't get to know us because of our exteriors.
There are advantages to being either gender so I guess it relates more to what one feels they can't achieve because of their gender.

Same.

sometimes I wonder what it feels to be a big whale fuking another whale.

I sometimes wish I could be a male like forreal,I wouldn't have to do my hair and I don't have to worry about getting that monthly like...I would be lazy af.

You've got people that are so secure in their gender that they can't imagine the opposite, there are people that identify with different genders than their sex and there are all the people in between. You're perfectly normal to be curious and nowadays it's more and more accepted to do something about it. Whatever the case, you're 100% normal

I think my life would have been easier as a women

I believe I would have made a good girl. It just seems easier.

Also, I think I would enjoy having a superpower. You know. . . bleeding for several days without dying.

Totally normal. I sometimes think that I'd be much more outgoing if I were male, not sure why.

calls for 3 things action, action & more action. get a job, start a relationship with a girl you probably love, save time for your hobby, fishing. See, not so different from being female