Is it normal i don’t cry when someone dies?
my Grandad had dementia for a long time before he passed over, he has recently died the last few days he was here I went to sit by him and hold his hand, of course he was on a lot of drugs so didn’t know you were there, we kind of knew we had 24 hours left and the waiting for that phone call was horrible that was the worst feeling, he suffered in his final month or two and seeing him so fragile made me sad, but now he has gone I didn’t cry I’m not sure what I feel, I feel numb like it isn’t happening, I want to cry but nothing is there, I feel awful as everyone else is balling there eyes out. I do care he meant a lot to me but I just feel strange. Is it normal?