Is it normal i cry everytime i see a girl/couple?
Everytime I see a girl on the street, on the bus, at work, even on TV or in a movie I feel like crying. This happens with couples as well. It's very painful to see them and remembering I'll die alone and I'll never be loved that way. Sometimes I can't hold and I burst into tears in public places, which probably makes me an even bigger weirdo. I haven't slept well on months and every time I go to bed I remember that I'll never experience romantic loves and I just can't do nothing but cry until I fall asleep
I wish I was one of those people dead by coronavirus, at least my parents wouldn't have to deal with a suicidal kid and it won't be so sad. I don't know, life isn't worth when you'll have to spent it alone watching everyone else being in love and being loved back. I wish I wasn't a unlovable hideous monster.