Is it dangerous that i may be addicted to self harm?
I've been doing it for 6-7 years now, and I have a huge amount of small scars, none too deep. But I feel like every time I stop hurting myself, I get sick. I start to feel itchy and my arms ache and it becomes all I can think about, and every time I relapse it's worse than the time before. Over the past year I've been scarring more deeply and visibly because each relapse pushes me to go deeper. I'm worried that I'll go too far, but I'm also terrified of quitting. I've been clean for 2 months and its all I can think about and I don't know what to do.