Is it bad that i hate my mother?

I am an eighteen year old girl. There are many reasons why I hate, not just dislike my mother. She has never physically abused me, although she has done many other things to, basically, ruin my life. Here we go:
1. She dislikes gay people and doesn't understand why people are gay. This being said, I dated another girl for a year or so. She would make fun of me all the time and say it was just a joke. She would ask me how I was gay and a bunch of unnecessary questions.
2. She puts God before anything else in her life and believes the will of God is the most important thing in the world. She is a hardcore Christian. I'm atheist. When we get into arguments, she tries to have a literal exorcism or something because she thinks Satan is inside of me. She screams in a creepy voice "SATAN IS INSIDE OF YOU! COME OUT SATAN" over and over. I can't stand this shit
3. She loves Donald Trump. And hates immigrants. And also black people. Enough said.
4. She's an alcoholic. She gets crazy as hell. Does not know how to control herself in the slightest. She has a DUI as well.
5. She stays with her psychopath, alcoholic, abusive, cheating boyfriend. He has cheated on her several times and she knows. He's a dick to me and I could get way more into that, but I won't. This post is about one bitch, not two.
6. She has told me to cut myself. This wouldn't mean much if I didn't spend 3 years of my life cutting myself everyday, which she knew as well.
7. She chainsmokes all day while listening to the same 5 country songs on repeat. I want to rip my hair out
8. She brings up my past everyday of my life. She still yells at me for getting suspended for telling a kid in second grade "If your hand is bigger than your face you have cancer" and then smacking his hand to his face. Everytime I tell her something, she questions it, and calls me a liar while reminding me of an incident that happened in first grade: I have bad social anxiety, first of all. I had a rash this day and had cream in my backpack. I went to get the cream secretively so nobody would notice my rash and cream, and my teacher asked what I was doing. I told her "nothing" and my bag got searched and they called my mom because I lied.
9. She causes arguments everyday. It hurts me so bad because I want to get along with her. But even after doing all my chores, having a job, graduating high school, and doing everything for her I possibly can, she still picks fights. They are huge, relentless fights that cause me extreme stress.
10. She calls me names that really bring down my self esteem and confidence. I have extreme anxiety and depression that's pretty much debilitating me right now and she's the only problem in my life.
I guess that's all for now, thank you for reading this. Please let me know what you think!