Is it normal to want to harm him real bad?
Hey, it's David.
I have a problem. There's this guy I used to go to school with. We had more contact over a period of time until I saw what a scumbag he is.
Long story short: He violated existing copyright laws, sexually harassed a friend of mine several times against her will and spread nasty rumours about me that were clearly below the belt. Apart from that, he wanted to touch my cock in the shower every now and then after school sports and secretly jerked off in the toilet cubicle at the thought that he could have something with me. He just doesn't deserve my trust anymore. I can't stand him. And that's not least because he's also arrogant, ignorant and a huge know-it-all.
The point is that I am sexually aroused by the thought that I am causing him physical and psychological harm. Like when I break his nose or castrate him. I've had fantasies of beating him up, shaving his head, forcing him into a deepthroat blowjob and then penetrating him against his will in the woods without lube until blood comes out of him. Sometimes it goes so far that I would like to cut him up alive afterwards.
The thing is, I don't really like these thoughts myself. Yes, breaking his nose still sounds quite good, but the rest rather disgusts me. Especially the fact I get a throbbing erection from it and cum like a porn star.