Is it normal to think my girlfriend was imaginary and never existed?
So, I noticed my phone's memory was 100% full, and I needed to move some files to free some space.
I found terabytes of videos and photos of me and my once alleged girlfriend, of how much we've been through and how much things we've done together...
Now a lot of time has passed since then, and I still meet her sometimes, but just as friends, and when I see her now, there is a feeling that none of the things in the past really happened...
It feels like I've imagined it all... The videos which are practically/supposedly proofs that it all did indeed exist don't convince me because when I see her now, she seems like a different person, not the one I've been with.
I sometimes ask her if all the things in the past really happened and she says yes, but I remain in doubt.
Is it normal to think a person I've been with so much in the past was never a part of reality?
Something in me makes me think I'll never get to experience anything like this in my life anymore, she was my first and last...