Is it normal to love blood
Is it normal that I love blood. I like how it looks, I like the smell, the taste. I used to cut and I was fascinated by the contrast of the blood against my skin. It was comforting to look at as it dripped down. I did promise to stop and I did, but I have a growing urge to start again and I think I will give in avantualy. I know I shouldnt since it's dangerous and i've had times when I have cut too deep and tought I would die (which lead to me calling my friend in panic and to that promise to stop) but I dont think I can resist that desire much longer.