Is it normal to hate my family and be treated like this

I'm keeping it real. I really really hate my family. I don't believe they are there for me at all. My family treats me like shit. And what I mean by that is an outsider. I get put down for wearing makeup and it does hurt even though I ignore it. I went out for a walk and they all started calling me a hoe because only "hoes" do that. They think that I just go outside and walk outside for no reason trying to get "hit" on. My entire family has been talking shit about me for 4 straight years when I do everything they tell me to do so I don't get judged. Believe it or not but I have done ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING they said to make them the slightest, tiniest proud of me and to stop pestering me. I have talked to my family multiple times and it's like everything I do and say is used against me. I feel mad and sad and weak. I just feel like giving up and losing all hope. Everyday I wake up trying to be happy. Every SINGLE day I distance myself from my family to be happy because they bring SOOO much stress on me. I am very depressed on the things they say to me and it's like tearing me apart both physically and mentally. When I was little my family destroyed my dreams before I even attempted them. I have lost soooo much from my family. I lost hope and they don't even trust me. When I go to work they don't even believe that I am there... Yeah that's how sad it is. When I am at school, literally a security guard has to check in with me to MAKE SURE I AM AT SCHOOL. How fcking ridiculous. I really hate my family and I don't care if they are ""protective"" or not. I am losing SOOO much hope and love for my family. I really just want some help at the moment ;( Is this normal??

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  • Angelandme

    Usually, throughout my life, I have come across people in large numbers that seem polarized about certain things. Some of them, I am almost certain, think a lot about the things they try to keep you from.
    That mother that doesn't let you wear make up? She doesn't like herself because she feels guilty about her past and present sexual deeds and/or fantasies.
    That father that thinks all boys you hangout with only want you for sex?
    He was just one in the group of guys who probably was one of the ones who used to talk about all the chicks he fucked and only wanted them for their tits and nice ass.
    It is this behaviour I have noticed in my own family. I can attest that some people work like this, I have had instances of this when I was younger not to my recollection now though.
    You should not have to suffer their ridicules and meanness because of their own guilty minds...

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  • nikkiclaire

    You have to stop living for other people. Tryin to get other peoples approval in life is an almost guaranteed failure because you never truely know what they want

    Live for yourself. Be confident and strive for what you want. Love and respect yourself. Stick up for yourself and don't tolerate their nonsense.

    That old cliche' we teach people how we want to be treated, seems to apply.

    Continuing down the path you are currently on is a recipe for depression, as you have already experienced.

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  • pulce

    I'm sorry, it must be hard for you to live in this situation. How old are you? I think you should go living on tour own. You said it all started 4 years ago, May i ask you if something happened back then?

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    • taylor_nabbers

      when I was 14, I had a crazy ex boyfriend that harassed me to be with him again and ever since they have been bringing the past back and calling me all these names. Especially my elder rude sisters. I can't stand them

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      • satanniggasandpopsicle

        what else does your family do to you?

        im just curious

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