Is it normal to feel like life is too long?
Maybe ppl only think life's too short because we forget most of our past. And maybe your life only means much to you if you fear death.
Since I've lost my fear of death nothing matters anymore. I'm suicidal although I'm happy. It doesn't make sense. Usually ppl only want to die because they're suffering.
I just feel tired of life. I can't imagine living past 30. There's certain limits to life. Nothing you do is rlly new. In fact most things we do we repeat thousands of times and feel the same set of emotions doing it.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not depressed, I know what that feels like and this ain't it. I just don't understand why ppl think it's so damn important to be remembered, live long, change the world. We could all die tomorrow and I'd be fine with it, why does it matter we keep going?