Is it normal to feel constantly torn between lifestyles?
Some days, I wake up and want to be a doctor. Other days, being a farmer on a ranch sounds amazing. Every day, I feel constantly torn between the two extremes.
I think part of me has always felt unwanted or looked down on in some way and that I have something to prove, but on the other hand I always want to disappear.
I guess I feel like I'm having a hard time finding myself.