Is it normal to feel an intimate connection with your same-sex piano teacher?

I was at first very sceptical of the whole soulmate idea, that there's someone who matches you perfectly, yadda, yadda. Now I'm honestly thinking there could be truth to it, because it's the only explanation I've found to this situation.
Also, I've always been straight, for as long as I can remember, so that makes it even stranger.

The first time we met... I knew she would be my piano teacher and no matter what happened, I'd never leave her. There was no doubt about it. It's as if we were two halves of the same person. As if we were destined to meet, and to learn from each other.
We didn't always work well together. She would have mood swings and I would be emotionally withdrawn, and sometimes she would be really hard on me, pressuring me to do well. At some point, I started really hating piano, only because I was frustrated I couldn't live up to her expectations.

Now, I realize I really love her. Her personality, her faults, her mood swings, her... something that clicks with me. Again, it's as if we're the same person, in different forms and bodies.
As a person I love her, definitely, maybe sexually too. When I compare the those feelings and feelings I get when I have random crushes, I see they're very similar.

Is my brain messing with me? I've always been straight. Why am I getting infatuated with her? I know I shouldn't act on my impulses, but I want to know what's happening.

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  • squirrelgirl

    Sounds like you were bisexual and didn't realize it till now. And you know when you're really in love when you still have feelings for the other person no matter their faults. It would be so nice if she reciprocated your feelings! Sigh... This story almost makes me want to take up piano so that I could find a gal of my own...

    (I'm a hopeless romantic, can't you tell?)

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  • Charmo

    Fuck this is hot.

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  • Avant-Garde

    I think it's normal. It seems to me that you were bisexual and just never realized it until now. However, not every case where a person feels such a strong connection to another person has to be sexual... I should know. It would be wonderful if she reciprocated but, if she didn't it could unfortunately make things awkward between you. Do you plan to tell her?

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  • wordsfromthewise

    I felt the same about my nursing instructor but never said anything. Now that the class is over I never see her. I have her cell from when she gave it to the class but I would feel like a fool expressing my feelings. It's been a few months since the class ended but I think of her everyday...

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  • jim8255

    normal

    you and your piano teacher better be both blonde, coz that gonna be my final pornovel fancy about lesbians

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