Is it normal to dislike my own birthday?
so i really dislike my birthday because years ago, when my family wasn't in the financial status to do much for my birthday, like host a party or get a cake, things like that
but because it was so long back, i was too young to understand the situation, so i had all these great expectations from the people around me to wish me, and gift me, etc but since none of that happened for 3 or so years, i started feeling so bad on my birthday. it died down the past few years, but now its like just slightly different than the rest of my days.
is it normal for me to feel this way or am i just holding onto the past for nothing? honestly can't even tell anymore.