Is it normal to be afraid of the human species?
I know they are going to hurt me. I don't know how, why, in what capacity and I can't tell which one is going to do it because they are all have the potential. Every day I feel as if I'm walking a thin line, acting as if nothing is going to happen and hoping I'm not attracting any attention to myself but sometimes, I wonder if the only one I'm fooling is me. Humans seem to possess this ability to be able to sort of read minds and they are very unpredictable. So much of my troubles with them have been from there capabilities to deceive so so well and effortlessly. There is always something going on and they can't give straight answers. So many times, they laugh at me for staying quiet, staying away from large groups of them or hiding from them. I don't understand humans, but I'm constantly forced to be around them. I feel like I need to defend myself before they get me, but I can't afford guns right now so I'm trying to lay low till then. Surely this isn't just a me thing?