Is it normal that my ed decides who i can love?
I've gone on several dates with guys, but I only develop feelings for the men who made it easy for me to fast while we spend time together.
The "voice" thingy in my head would convince to dislike the men who had had me eat (or binge) during our dates, however, the men I starved around were absolutely worth my time.
I even particularly like men who don't mind eating alone in restaurants. Because then I don't have to be forced to join them for there own comfort.