Is it normal that it makes me horny to know about the sex life of my crush?

There's this girl I really like at the moment, but she has a boyfriend so she can't be with me. I know that most of the time men hate to hear about the past sex partner of someone or who they are currently with etc. but for me I don't know, it kind of makes me horny. She knows it and so she tells me a lot of stuff, like what exactly she does with her boyfriend, what positions she likes, where he cums, etc. Also she said sometimes she imagines having sex with me and I wanted to know every detail of what we're doing etc.
And now she's with her boyfriend I don't know if they're having sex she said she doesn't know because she doesn't feel good but I wanted her to send me a message while she has sex so she said no, then I said alright but right before it or right after it but she didn't want to do that sadly… it makes me really horny and I don't know why because I have feelings for her, I don't like her only on a sexual level but first I like her as a person and as my friend, so is it normal when you have a big crush on someone that things like these make you horny? Or am I just trying to hurt myself, although it doesn't hurt me (or not anymore maybe).

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Based on 6 votes (3 yes)
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  • Freedom_

    Sounds pretty creepy and obsessive. This doesn't sound like a good route to go down. The interest in others' sex life maybe isn't so abnormal, but you're focusing too much on this one girl, which could lead to altercations.

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    • Mister-M

      Yes, we had a conversation yesterday and was disappointed because she thought I only want to fuck her, she asked me to stop the games and tell her what I want. I'm just interested however, it makes me horny to imagine all these things :/

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      • Freedom_

        To be fair, she is playing the game as well. If her bf doesn't know about it, it's just as wrong for her to tell you these details as it is for you to ask for them. Maybe you can find a nice couple who is willing to indulge your interests.

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        • Mister-M

          Oh I wouldn't want to be part of it, I just like to know what she's doing. Of course I'd prefer to be the one at his place, in this case I wouldn't be interested anymore in what she's doing since she would be doing it with me and I would know it anyway.

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  • peterr

    I hope you get to fuck her soon my boy or else you will have to turn gay.

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