Is it normal that i secretly want my friends to fail at school and do worse than me?
I'm a relatively normal guy.
I've had many friends and I've always felt the same way. It's not like I dislike them or anything, I enjoy being around them. Except I secretly hope they all fail in exams and do worse than me in other similar situations. I like feeling smarter than everyone.
I was wondering if this is just human nature which people hide, but it may not be.
Do you guys feel the same? Is it some sort of superiority complex?
I dont dislike myself for it either and nor do I feel guilt when something I wished for happened for real to them.