Is it normal that I might actually like this boy back?
My best male friend told me about this dude who has a crush on me. The boy smokes, curses more than he breathes, he sees every passing girl as a piece of meat, and he is not that smart or classy.
Few days ago, my bmf was with the boy -also called misterX by me because my bmf wouldn't tell me about his name- and misterX saw me carrying myself in the corridors of university and he said: beautiful. My bmf also told me that when he looked at me it wasn't sexual and he didn't even take his eyes off my face. Last night, I was informed that he is a repetitive while I am a sophomore and I got really pissed, cause now we literally have nothing in common. I guess, I, all along, just needed an excuse for my burning desire to get to know him and understand him? I won't say that I have a crush on him, BECAUSE I DO NOT KNOW HIM - never saw the dude- but the mention of his nickname releases butterflies in my stomach. I spent 3 days daydreaming about him, and I haven't been sleeping properly, because I keep thinking about him, but I am not tired.
So, yeah, that is it.