Is it normal i worry i don’t look sad enough at funerals
I have issues with my emotions, I believe I have some form of autism.
As a child I would cry about anything sad, I was teased for being so emotional. So I’ve done everything I can do to hide my sadness as an adult.
The drawback is that I haven’t been able to cry for years. My family has had a rough start to the year with several unexpected deaths. During the funerals everyone around me was crying while I was there looking unaffected. It’s like I lost the ability to cry.
I wish I could fix this somehow but emotions aren’t something you can fix easily.