Is it normal i want to try hard drugs(meth cocaine and heroin)

I was abused by my controlling father and neglected by my mother in my childhood. I was bullied throughout my childhood and adolescence, and as a result I lost all my confidence and lack self assertiveness. I have read that these hard drugs make you feel confident, make you feel invincible, and impart a sense of euphoria,
I am after these effects of the hard drugs. I don't do any drugs currently and illicit drugs are extremely hard to find where I live. It has reached to this point that I am thinking about reading chemistry books and synthsize these drugs myself(so that they are pure and free from impurities as street drugs are). I am well aware of the dangers of the hard drugs.
So what do u think?

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  • You think being bullied and abused is bad? It aint nothing compared to what these drugs do. But you go do them drugs and come back and talk with me in about 10 years. You will be like dammmmmm, I didn't know shit could get so bad.

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  • You’re better off earning some confidence without the help of something that will fuck your life up.

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  • Man addiction can honestly suck worse than what happened to you. There's no easy fix, you need to take the long hard road to recovery. My drinking problem was way more painful than all the bullying experienced growing up

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  • Yeah, you’ll feel better in the short term... until all those things fuck up your life. I’d stick to pot in moderation and the occasional hallucinogens.

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  • Cocaine ruined my life for over 16 years. Don't try it. Noone thinks they will end up an addict when they try drugs but it happens a lot

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  • Stay away from heroine and fentanyl I would even stay away from the prescription opioids. And if you decide on meth on do it if you can make sure it is actually Meth and that it is more towards the 97 to 99% pure if you cannot come across 100% Don't follow the crowd and start shooting it even tho doctors say it is the safest way to use drugs considering the effects they have on your organs Sick with eating it smoking it if you like pain and feeling like you been kicked in the head by a good size country Mule or the next way besides injecting it by needle where they say you feel 100% of the effect of the drug you could plug it (in your ass) and you feel roughly 89 to 94 % of the drug.. Which every one is on the meth is wack phase it is the new marijuana referring to the video Reefer Maddness that tried to scare everyone straight with false incomplete inaccurate findings.. example you don't smoke one joint and start raping women and going on drives around the neighborhood running over every person you see out, cause u smoked the devils green magic flower.. but all and all its best to stay a way from them all.. I found the easiest ones for me to kick the habit are Marijuana and surprise Meth long as it not bullshit made with any nasty under the sink chemicals.. the high 96 through 100% meth you pull u a chunk out u should be able to lay it in the palm of your hand and whit in in a matter of seconds you should actually feel it began to burn your hand. And should not be able to snap it with your bare hands it should be that hard you should have to use some pliers or something.. and should actually while holding it up looking through the actual shards should be no imperfections crystal clear like brand new glass no bubbles no layers no round corners should look more like shards of broken house window glass not car

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  • Yet when you stop using these drugs, it's forever hell. So either you wanna ride til the end with them or not do them. Your choice

    Btw bad choice to start with those hard drugs. If you want something to calm you down and make you chill, i'd go with benzos or prescription opioids. If you want uppers for confidence, speed

    Lastly, good luck synthesizing them. Not only is it usually a long, complicated task, but the ingredients are often more difficult to find than the drugs themselves

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  • Go for it. Let natural selection do it's work.

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