Is it normal i think i might be bi or lesbian but i cant tell

Sometimes I feel like im bi. Even my mom has asked me am I bi and my ex think so. I easily befriend men while im very intimidated by other women.
My explanation for this is girls were mean to me growing up so thats why im intimidated by women now but I have questioned my sexuality since I am happy being with a man platonically and thats it.

Ive never been interested in sex. At least not with men. I've thought I was sexually attracted to various men but once they start touching on me and kissing me I am grossed out. Only with 1 man ever have I not been grossed out by intimacy and that was my first bf and being lonely I just think I was very caught up in finally having someone and having achieved my goal of getting a boyfriend especially since he was popular-ish. I cant deny I enjoyed the attention of being on his arm even though he was kind of a jerk. Looking back it was a big reason for staying with him. Of course I was in love too.
I have always been very drawn though to the idea of having a boyfriend. Sort of like when I was a teen and was very drawn to the idea of running a blog which was a popular thing to do then. It's one of those things that I would like to cross of my list but everyone I meet is wrong.

But how can I tell that what I desire from a woman isnt just friendship? I have no female friends after all.
I have had two female crushes in recent years which isn't many but to be fair i'm not around women a lot because i'm a loner.

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  • Think Bisexual default seen woman's eyes watch look other women's breasts ass etc. Put porn in front her. women get her gushing swung as couple she got taste woman she like animal loved it. Think most if not all both sexes are bi or have tendency's men macho thing not admit. I guess it is about preference. like men would not want women or others know but think most men bi but not admit. Had woman not know I knew watched her eyes think it normal and healthy getting hang ups bout own sexuality not good. She loved anal rare most women not. Got magazines pictures of women put in front of her gush get way wet. Encouraged her try sex with woman think life to short get tangled up hang ups deprive self what like or guilt for liking. She not right I awful was abusive verbally mean streak was not about me think it her puzzled why put up with me catch me in our bed other women she beat hell out them try kill me always make her feel less she go health club 3 times week want please me sweet wanted my approval it insecurity. Like anal sex she be on period the whining cry stuff like you want something cry about belt off whip her tear clothes off wanting be mean brutally anally rape her pull out tampon trying punish her. That backfire she loved all the attention. Could not even abuse her. Then the took advantage of her bisexuality put magazines naked women in front her got infatuated started turning pages caught her morning once masterbating looking women

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