Is it normal i really cant stand people
I do enjoy being social when it's reguarding games, sports, cards game. I have a few individuals I can tolerate for friendship. I have no social skills but I have learned to fake a smile, a handshake and a pleasant compliment to cover it up. Works in most situations. I work in an environment where I deal with lots of people but a month in I started sitting alone and started not wanting to socialize with coworkers. People for the most I view like sheep. They are niave, aggressive, impulsive and need constant supervision. I am constantly asked to fix everything for people and it's really the only true thing I understand how to do. Many of the people I pick to hang around I realized are patients or projects. I view them as broken toys I will repair and who will eventually leave me. This is normal in my world. However I don't have any other mode and I try to be social but I always reset to this mode in the end.