Is it normal i rather date someone i know
I no longer want to date new people.
I would take back anyone i've dated if they wanted to, except my narcissistic first boyfriend of course, simply because I already know them. It's possible I would even date the 1 out of my male friends whom my mom has been trying to make me date for years and who has always had a crush on and kept asking me out. The reason nothing ever happens for us though is he's so annoyingly insecure. Plus he watches cartoons and is naive to a very extreme point for a man who is pushing 30, and basically i'm only attracted to intellectual handymen. Luckily that friend of mine is in a long distance relationship since a year back so he's off my back about dating for now. If he got single though I would give him a chance since I know him already so its easier that way, he'd also be easy to deal with since he is the way he is. I wouldnt have to work so much on my so called "need for control" with that guy. Buuut i've told him we can date in the past and then i've forgotten to talk to him. That's life.
Just like I forget to water my least favorite plants, but they are alive and well still because eventually I remember... And they sip it up everytime, those suckers... Yeeeep. Sometimes I wish they'd die on me so I could replace them with nicer plants without feeling bad.... Stubborn little greenlets....Living...