Is it normal I like pushing people away?
Like the title says, I've grown to like keeping people at a distance.
To the point where I don't want them to get physically near me.
I guess in part it's because I've been rejected and avoided by so many people I've grown used to the feeling.
I used to cry over it, you know, people (and when I say people I mean like over five different people) avoiding me.
But I've grown to like it, accept the feeling of rejection and build up walls to keep people away.
I like being alone, I like people keeping their distance, and I feel happy now.
I also feel like I have a sense of power. Being able to keep them away.
So...is it normal to like pushing people away?