Is it normal i don’t want to get married or have children?
Sometimes I do wonder what it’d be like to have kids, but whenever I think about it I realize that I’m only just imagining one possibility, and in reality it could be totally different. I’m the youngest in a family with two older sisters and a single mom, and if I’m going to be brutally honest my mom is pretty pessimistic and my sisters seem to argue with her a lot. It’s not like we’re dysfunctional but my sisters really can get annoying at times, and I have anger issues so it’s good that I’m able to control it because I could easily imagine a violent person getting frustrated with them. There’s good aspects to them, don’t get me wrong, but in all honesty it seems like being a parent has done way more harm than good to my mom. I like being alone, and only after an extended period of time would I feel loneliness, but I think the best life possible for me is not having a wife or kid. I never had experience taking care of anything, the closest was my dog, but I get the feeling I’d be too easy to anger and too unsure of myself for a family. I’m only 19 so I still have a lot of time, but by the looks of things I highly doubt a wife and kids are in my future!