Is it normal I allow myself to be bullied
So I get bullied at work for being disabled but I don't do anything about it. And neither does anyone else because I've told my boss and her boss and the CEO but I've been told if I continue to make complaints I'll be sacked. This is my first job and getting another will be impossible so I let myself get bullied.
I've been physically and verbally assaulted and worse in the five years I've worked here and I fucking hate it but if I leave I'll be fucking homeless.
Guys what the fuck do I do, I don't want to go back tomorrow because they'll do it again and I don't think I can take it anymore. Last week I thought it had gotten better because Sue had given me a sandwich for lunch as I'd forgotten mine but she put peanuts in, knowing I was allergic from two months ago. Everyone laughed as I had an anaphylectic shock. They called an ambulance after a few minutes and I barely lived. I go back tomorrow and I really, REALLY need to leave but everyone around me will hate and despise me even more if I do.
Oh God guys Help