Is it normal for no body to comprehend my multiple thought process?

(intro) I wanna start by saying I'm not a great writer but I'm a profound reader I never finish school I think because there wasn't enough creative difficulty to stimulate my brain enough to keep it interested in the work

The complexity of my brain and how it operates on its own in its own subconscious preventing me from sleeping for a day or two at a time with little to no fatigue what's so ever.....i know by now you all probably already think I'm some type of full of shit bat crazy dummy but it is what is...this is my brain and me....the mind is limited to no thought no imagination each mind unique to its own infinite creative thought process

NO ADD, NO ADHD, NO OCD, NO BIPOLAR DISORDER, NO MULTIPLE PERSONALITYS, NO ALLERGIES, NO MEDS OF ANY KIND,

OK here we go... please bare with me as I do explain this in the utmost simplistic fashion I can imagine at the moment....and I want you to close your eyes after reading and just try to at least picture what I'm trying my best to explain

This is going to sound dumb but is relevant to the literal never ending place of my mind

I want you to close your eyes and picture space and time both endless with infinite outcomes and possibilitys... in side the brain room picture space... just space nothing there other then your subconscious in a room of infinite space and imagination my space is like the one we all know out side our wold...in my brain space it's dark for consideration to my own focus but well lite to see my thought process clear and with focus as I think about regularly daily things like food, bills, work, etc, etc wile I go about my day I give my subconscious freedom to run around in infinite space with unlimited time in my mind and run through my all my memories, thoughts, facts, and any info that is considered trash or treasure and my subconscious is a free thinking being all its own... it's like having a alter ego but we are one in the exact same no different my subconscious just has the power to freely run around and with a mind of his own in infinite space of imagination it's thought process moves at light fucking speed...

Being one and the same we both share wave links but each it's own in the same brain space and personality and have all the same interest and when my subconscious finds something we would think is interesting or educational in some way my subconscious will rip me from my own thought process from the real world to show me what he's come across in the brain space....

(example) I'm a huge car guy and I love culinary arts because you could give me ether or and I can never make the same thing twice and as such...infinite possibilities...

I will be sleeping and nothing in the world can wake me or will wake me lol but that dip shit subconscious will wake me up so fucking fast to pull my groggy butt to our brain space where it's literally me and my subconscious next to each other in no form nothing but two shadows as I lay woken up at 2am I lay there for hours with out movement eyes wide open stuck inside my head and I'll ask what gives and mister know it all subconscious will call me a dumb ass for not think of it on my own as we stand in a room of infinite space time he says watch this dummy and throws up the solution to a brain game I been stuck on for 2days then he will throw up a 350 chevy small block in full exploded 3D view inside my brain space where i can as vividly as you can see the world around you now

between each of our own imagination and this gift I don't know why I have or what it's purpose is for I'm determined to find my limits knowing I am only limited to the creativity we share as one with the ability to literally and I mean literally leave this world and its reality in less then a heart beat to step into a world of pure free flowing thoughts, infinite space, time and creative imagining it's almost like how people say "I gotta find myself"?... I guess or what ever people say I don't really care....and from what my subconscious has explained to me is that I was born this way I'll die this way and that no one will ever be able to comprehend what can ever be fathomed if i separate your mind from your mind and create multiple thought processes in a single alternate reality where I have never used my whole brain to myself and that my subconscious operates one half and I the other because any one whole brain to one individual can not operated to full strength with out shutting down the body and killing it people have not evolved enough to be allowed to operate more then they can handle so in short I was blessed with the skill to do weirdo shit and share who I am with myself

P.S. I know what said sounds dumb just explained something that sounds so frugal and probably makes me seem a little crazy but I'm just a guy with weird thought process who wanted to share my situation....