Is it normal for me to think like this?

Aren't sunshines and happy weather, Best friends and picnics, Butterflies and flowers supposed to make a girl happy?
I'm a young 19 Year Old girl that hates all of that, I love my best friend as a sister but i hate it so much!, I like blood splattered up walls and floors, People dieing and in pain, Hurting, Throwing up, Mental hospitals, Asylums, They make me happy, Not flowers and sunshines, Instead of those soppy romance films i'd rather watch The Ring, The Dark Floor, A Tale of Two Sisters, The Human Centipede, ECT, They make me happy, They make me smile, Innocent lives being lost, Dark clothing and creepy / scary music, Is it normal to feel like this? Sometimes, I even hear voices in my head.....

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Based on 27 votes (10 yes)
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Comments ( 7 )
  • Short4Words

    Maybe you feel like you can associate more with pain and sadness than wellbeing or happiness. I'm not a doctor or anything but I think you're just sad.

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  • buttholesniffer69420

    If you ever want to create a human centipede, I'd love to sew my ass to your face ;) text me 1(408)335-6644

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  • mana

    "Sometimes, I even hear voices in my head" I hope that's just you trying to be edgy or mistaking your thoughts for 'voices'. If not, that part's not normal. The rest is normal. Don't believe in that 'girls are like this, guys are like this' bullshit.

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  • Disparitie

    Late reply but yeah, Pretty much.

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  • Terence_the_viking

    Are you only happy when it rains?

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  • voges

    You need to seek help from a therapist. You prob need 're-programming'.
    These desires are not normal and may lead to cause harm to others; which is of concern and should be risk assessed.

    Are you possessed by a dark spirit?

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  • NotStrangeBird

    If you really experienced those things for a while instead of just watching some stupid movies, you'd change your tune.

    Be careful talking like that, it can be used against you later in life.

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