Is it normal for me to think like this?
Aren't sunshines and happy weather, Best friends and picnics, Butterflies and flowers supposed to make a girl happy?
I'm a young 19 Year Old girl that hates all of that, I love my best friend as a sister but i hate it so much!, I like blood splattered up walls and floors, People dieing and in pain, Hurting, Throwing up, Mental hospitals, Asylums, They make me happy, Not flowers and sunshines, Instead of those soppy romance films i'd rather watch The Ring, The Dark Floor, A Tale of Two Sisters, The Human Centipede, ECT, They make me happy, They make me smile, Innocent lives being lost, Dark clothing and creepy / scary music, Is it normal to feel like this? Sometimes, I even hear voices in my head.....