I woke up and felt terrible
Do you ever wake up depressed? Is this normal, or a real issue, cuz this has been happening to me for a while
I'll wake up depressed, and angry, I hate the world and want to die [not really, but yunno what I mean]
If I'm not feeling low like this, then I woke up feeling so happy, like I can do anything I've ever wanted, and I love the world, I just feel so happy
Like, really happy
Wheb I feel like this, I have some of the best days I've ever had
But when I'm sad and angry, its for no good reason.
I hate it very bad. An I HATE myself when I feel like this cuz I cause arguments, get too passionate about it, and that results in me almost throwin fists.
I usually stay anyway when I feel this bad.
This one time, I was in such a bad mood, that I attacked my sibling [we're very close and never really argue abymore, so I dont know why I was so upset, we're always on good terms for the past 2 or 3 years] but I profusely apologized. I do almost everyday now. I text them "I love you" followed by "I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to you."
I want to find ways to fix this. I dont want to continue like this. Its clearly a problem, enough to affect me and anyone 'round me.
Thanks for reading