I want to stop inviting men to my house for sex
As I say in previous post I'm having sex with random guys these days, but I want to stop that .
Not because that I don't want to have sex but because I'm scared that maybe someone would harm me.
At first I just thinked "what's the worst thing that would happen? bieng fucked? I'm catching them from streets to have sex"
But now after monthes of doing that I'm thinking that there's some crasy people that would do anything unexpected.
But I can't. I would just text somebody to come over or catch someone near brothels and bars then after it happens I'll think that I'll not do it more but I'll do it again .
* It's not that I don't want to have sex but I just want to stop inviting stranger men to my house even if they just looked harmless.*