I want to jump my cousin every time I see him

I'm male and in love with my male cousin, he's not really my cousin but my mom is practically his dad's brother. He doesn't know I love him but his brother does, they're distant so I'm not worried. The worst part is I'm pretty sure I'm demisexual and he's the only person I've ever liked, not just in a romantic way he is also one of the very few people I like in a friendly way. Every time I think of him I get lost in a fantasy, and every time I see him I want to jump him. What should I do. Keep in mind there is a four year age gap.

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  • Sorry if its obvious but is he attracted to men too? If you are close then i see no problem in coming out to him. Also, how does he view you; as a close inherent family member or more of a friend? If you think he will reciprocate these feelings then go for it.

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  • Go for it :) come out to him and wait for his reaction, you never know, he might ask you to prove it..

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  • I'm assuming you do not mean jump as in rob

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  • I had a brief fling with my cousin and I think about him a lot, but i'm married. How old are you.

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    • I'm 19 he's older

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      • Similar, I was 20 and he was 28. He was home on leave from the Army. I'd always had a crush on him and we went for a drink and I ended up sleeping with him. We kept it our secret and It was a one off but it is something that I'm so glad we did.

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