I want to be punished by a far leftist for not obeying them
I have some obsessive fantasy going on.
I want some far leftist guy to tie me up and punish me for refusing to obey his Marxist agenda.
I'd like him to spank me, whip me, use the wand massager on me, etc.
I'd want him to punish me for not obeying his agenda. And the idea of punishment would be the same as the ones in BDSM porn.
I met this far leftist guy who actually seemed to like me for some reason, even though he was also aware that I am the total opposite of him. I ended up fantasizing BDSM stuff about him to the point where I wish that he and his gang would actually kidnap me and do things to me while they're all masked.