I stick my finger up my anus to get the poop out. is this normal?
I've been doing this since I was in elementary...I don't even know how I started doing this, I guess it just happened. I use my finger to get the poop out of my anus. I've cried over this so many times because I can't stop! I do have my days when I'm able to go without having to use my finger or toilet paper, but it's so rare for that to happen. I'm so scared that I'm going to die from this and I'm only 18 about to go to college! I saw on here that I'm not the only person who has this problem but it won't let me comment because it was closed so if anyone out there is reading this pleeeeeease help me! I haven't told anyone about this and it's the darkest secret I've kept from anyone my entire life. If anyone out there has this problem who has a solution to it please tell me! I don't want to go on living like this...