I sometimes want to chokehold a girl for no reason
I'm kind of obsessed with the chokehold and I practice on my little brother all the time (without actually choking him). Practicing the technique of the chokehold is very satisfying for me and I often think about how fun and easy it would be to choke a girl until she passes out. I would never do it because I'm scared of going to prison, but I'm curious about how it feels to restrict someones breathing until they pass out or die. I've never actually choked a human before.
Is it normal to feel curious about this stuff?