I seem to want everyone to hate me and bully me
I often get sad when people like me or do not bully me. My friends are bullied but not me.
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I often get sad when people like me or do not bully me. My friends are bullied but not me.
Your friends won't stop getting bullied if you are. There is literally no positive to being bullied, so stop wishing that.
do you like the focused attention other people get when they're being bullied?
Not normal but there must be an underlying reason for this. Something psychological maybe. I think it’s worth getting it checked out in case this leads to you feeling unfulfilled and unhappy.