I'm in a relationship but often prefers to be single/alone after all?

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Well, you read that right. But please, let me explain about this shit.

I'm 22 year-old female, introvert since birth and I often experience social anxiety.

I have a boyfriend and we're almost 2 years together now. He's my first boyfriend in my entire life and we have no relationship problems.

BUT, as the time goes by, I often realize and think to myself that I'd rather be single and stay with my mom and sister when I get old. I can't think of myself as a wife of my current bf in the future because I assume that married life is a shit. I can't even comprehend myself as a wife, serving my husband until I die. I also hate the idea of having kids. I'm not a man-hater or a bitch but I think being single is a freedom and life.

Before you say, "Then why did you get a bf in the first place?" Well, I just tried to be in a relationship. I swear, I love him, but the introvert side of me always prevails as I'm getting older. I have no plan to dump him but I don't think he will end up with me in future because of my weirdness.

So my question is, is this normal? Do I have a mental or bipolar disorder? Considering that I'm alone person and loves only my family, can you even consider this as well as normal?

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  • JonathanOo
    6 years ago

    Some people just prefer to be alone. Other's will always want to be with someone, or someone other than who they are with. It all depends on your personality. You should talk to him about it though. It really hurts more to find out later when you think you'll be with someone forever that they don't want the same. It's really painful for the person who wants to always be with you

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  • satanniggasandpopsicle
    6 years ago

    Go out and get more confidence then!

    You can do it :)

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