I'm clinically depressed and it's my best friends fault
I have a best friend that I've known since high school. We're both 22 year old guys. I feel very attached to him and i used to see him everyday at high school and at college. I never saw him over the summer because he was too busy. After last summer there was suddenly no contact and he seemingly disappeared from campus. I want about 8 months wondering what had happened to him. We both know a girl at college and I was finally able to see her on Wednesday. I asked her about him and i got the shock of my life. he has a girlfriend and is trying to become a police officer. My heart was utterly ripped out, though i'm truly grateful that i found out. I looked his girlfriend up on facebook only to find that she is my THERAPIST'S DAUGHTER! I have been telling my therapist about my best friend since I've been seeing her. i told her that i would be utterly crushed if my friend dated or forgot about me completely. In 30 minutes, i will see my therapist again and tell her about this new development. I have no idea how she will react when she connects her daughter's boyfriend to my best friend who I've been complaining about. i really want my therapist to help me with my best friend, since she almost certainly knows him. i don't know what she'll say to this. I at least want closure in the relationship. What i really want is to just be his friend again. Also, the girl he's dating is 18 and for some reason this has struck me. i'm really anxious and possibly clinically depressed. I took multiple quizzes from reputable sites online. I put this question on discussion because i don't know what else to ask or say. i still can't believe this happened after he supposedly "ghosted" me. Please help me.