I'm a christian with a huge sexual problem
It's true, I'm a Christian, saved by grace and I think I'm a vanishing species so to speak, because I don't know many people that profess Christ as their savior. I'm 50 year old man and I have a huge problem that I can't seem to overcome and I've been in the battle for most of my life, since way back in my teenage years.
I have homosexual desires that I act upon weekly and sometimes several times a weeks and almost daily at times. I have never sexually interacted with another man but I do fornicate (masturbate) with dildos and butt plugs almost daily.
I have never been married though, I yearn for a good Christian wife, thinking that will help to set me on the straight and narrow path I know I should be on. I sin and sin and sin and confess and confess and confess. I ask God to help me overcome and I've studied in depth everything the bible says about sexual sin and yet...
I know God's grace is amazing, but would like to know if it is normal for other Christian men to struggle with this same sin?
I feel as though I really need divine intervention in my life to help me overcome this.