I live a hectic lifestyle but i'm more relaxed

Let's get all of this out in the open, my life is rushed and busy but I'm more relaxed about it, that means it's not as fast and busy as it was about 3 days ago.

I rushed to the store to buy a jacket (I was cold), and I nearly fell asleep so I drank a service station coffee.

And when everyone else is hectic they do relax after that work, they rest, but the way I do it is 25% more relaxed than I used to be, and it's not everyone else's will to relax me or force me to relax, I'm doing it because I'm not too relaxed, otherwise I would be a violent person.

Is that normal?