I like penises

I know where he is but hes been with a girlfriend now for long time. I tried to tslk to him about it, but he changes the subject. We were drunk yrs ago after we both got out of military. We celebrating getting high and drinking. I finally just stopped what I was doin and told him "I want to feel your cock in my mouth getting hard and sliding in and out over my lips. Him and I went and got some lingerie stuff from my then gf dresser as she slept. We went back to living room, as I slipped my hand into the attire he wore, I felt myself getting so aroused and hard as I felt his hard cock with my fingers and then wrapping my hand around it to pull bsck the sheer material covering his cock and with one quuck motion I pointed his cock to me, opened my mouth and let my lips and tongue slide slowly down his cock feeling each and every muscle and blood vein. I could have almost cum in my panties, it felt good, it felt different. I wanted to feel him as he would cum and shoot to the back of my mouth. I licked and sucked played with his balls, even licked and fingered his showered ass sticking my tongue as fsr as I could. I again tried jacking him by hand, licking, sucking, fingering and tongue some more, close to an hour by the time my jaw and muscles needed a break. It went on for a month or so and I never got him to cum for me to experience. But everytime he sucked me I would cum and he would swallow. Another Linda drunk night he pulled out my cock and started pressing it against and into his ass. I felt his ass so tight around my cock as I was reaching up trying to at same time suck his cock while my cock was sliding deeper into his assJust then a noise in other room and so he jumped up and I never got to finish sliding my cock all the way into his ass so I could shoot my cum into his ass. A few years later I asked him if he would help me out so I could experience it I asjked him if he would whip out his cock and fuck me in my ass. It never happened.